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| Monday, July 26, 2010 |
| The Mood |
Emotion: Do you ever feel just at a total loss of self-worth? That things are becoming unraveled so quickly? Today, I had a bad case of the Monday Blues. I suppose much of it is just being a woman. I find that part of me revolting sometimes. It can be dramatic and not one person I know loves drama. We (women) have tendencies towards drama. It's really due to our scientific and inherent hormonal nature. Most of the time, I loathe this part of being a woman.
Today, however, I'm finding God is working in me. I found myself quite lonely. I constantly sought God to help me with this, but kept sinking further and further into disappointment. I became quite distraught. Even as I write this, I am not feeling so fulfilled. But God allowed me to become lonely today. He stripped my life of all of my social networks and revealed my naked self today. I could only go to Him. He was the only one who was listening. So how can I feel like I am alone? Especially when He heals the brokenhearted and binds my wounds.
This life is hard sometimes. Really hard.Labels: Emotions |
posted by Sommer @ 8:46 PM   |
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